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I love this time of the year .
October is my  favorite month.
temperature is fresher
the air is damper
the smell is different
and
the october-sun making it all
pleasant to be outside and 
also showing the beauty of the 
fall-colors .

ADMIRE
I love to admire all fall's beauty .
of course Spring and Summer are
wonderful seasons too but
to me AUTUMN crown's them all.

the beautiful spiderwebs

in the early mornings

the old deciduous decayed 

I find touching beautiful .

spring and summer can be 

just a bit TOO much for me .

too powerfull 

I can have that with people too.....

too powerful , too present ..........

I love it when attention is a bit

different , when there can be connection 

to the inside , the innerworld .

and yet I have called this phase of my life 

( turning 65 november 2 )

THE SPRING OF MY LIFE 

I know it is called the autumn of life .

but it is because I am getting access to 

a powerful feeling inside me to 

be - become ME-MYSELF 

after being a mother and a teacher 

for a long time .

I feel like a beautiful chestnut who

has been growing and growing and collected

all nature has given him-her

through the seasons and the years 

and has all in himself what's needed to grow 

on his own.

Oh help 

it's hard to find the words in another language.

I hope you can understand a little bit

what I mean to say .

and 

as a crown on my life

I went to the forest

yesterday

with my granddaugther , she is 4

being here

this time of the year

with her

seeing fall through her eyes 

collecting all the chestnuts , 

acorns , beechnuts , hazelnuts and pinecorns.

was amazing 

feeling the new ME .

being able to drive my car 

to walk overthere 

with my two new hips and

never even thinking about that anymore......

I felt SO lucky and grateful and thankful .

my heart was dancing of pure joy .

and 

my son lent me his laptop

so I can blog again 

happy october you all .

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