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FEAR
and
FAITH
have something
in common
They both
ask us
to
BELIEVE
in something
we cannot see
Joel Osteen
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Before me
not only
like for all of you
the new year
but
also
a new future
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after two years
not been able to work
as a kindergarten-teacher
anymore
because of a worn-out back
many visits to
doctors specialists
many medical examinations
scan's
and above all
lots of painkillers
there is only
one solution
NO SOLUTION
live with it
No more working
for me
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It's official now
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Since I already
am at home for almost
two years now
I already worked out
lots of feelings
MISSING
MOURNING
but
even more
dispite the never ending pain
COUNT MY BLESSINGS
as there are
my children
and my grand-daugther
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so
here's
to a wonderful new year
to come
for all of us
FAITH
above
FEAR
Love Life
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