woensdag 4 maart 2015

something old , something new ......



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something old
something new
something borrowed
something blue

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today
I found the beautiful blue incense box
It was a birthday present 
from my friend Astrid
years ago
I love the blue colors mixed with
some gold .
It also remembered me of 
the time I was a BLUE girl.
My bedroom was all blue .
The Laura Ashley curtains were blue.....

and somewhere on the way
I started to love RED .
My wall in my bedroom became RED 
and more and more 
the blue made place for RED .

sometimes 
I find things I was forgotten I had .
and by finding 
a magical thing happens
MEMORIES come along .....

That is a wonderful thing 
because I am still adjusting
to my new life
retired
kids all on their own
and my dear companions
MY TWO NEW HIPS

finding out who I am 
in this new life 
finding out where I stand
which is a whole new experience 
with my new hips.

being able to walk again 
leaving the past behind
with every new step I take .

Balancing 
the old and the new
the past and the future 
I feel new
and yet I am older.

It is 
as it is with SPRING 
coming after winter .
All was gone 
and still very much alive 
hiding in the deep and the dark 

and than
days are longer
more sunshine helps nature
to find her way back 
into the gardens .
and we all are longing to go outside
after a long cold winter.

well that is pretty much 
how I feel right now
and I feel like nature herself 
all that was gone 
wants to start allover 
with all the good from the past
collected in new beginnings

something old
something new
I still love blue 
and all of you 

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zaterdag 31 januari 2015

* * T * H * A * N * K * S * *



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beautiful image from 
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do not wait
for the perfect moment,
take the moment 
and make it perfect .

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February is here !
I am a waiting-for-the-perfect-moment 
kind of girl.
that's not an easy way 
of living AT ALL !

and it is not an easy habit to change !

I am working on it however ..............

I am looking forward to SPRING .
I have not been able to garden for
several years now 
but I can move around 
in my house and garden now 
without using crutches
and that brings FREEDOM .

now I must let go 
the habbit of perfect and
enjoy gardening all over again .

Blogging and facebook
meant a lot to me 
in the years behind .
I am so THANKFUL to
all the amazing friends
I found overthere .

Happy february to all of you 

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maandag 19 januari 2015

labyrinth



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labyrinths
offer
the opportunity
to walk
in meditation
to that place
within us 
where
the rational
merges
with the intuitive
and the spiritual 
is reborn 

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donderdag 8 januari 2015

colors



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what ?
lights your fire ?
what inspires you ?

with me it's often 
colors .
the bright colors .



life is about 
using the whole box of crayons


sometimes 
you have to see
people
as a crayon
they may not be your favorite color
but you need them 
to complete the picture



life
isn't about finding yourself
life
is about creating yourself



be happy
be bright
be you



be your own color
no matter what the rest 
of the world looks like



I found I could say
things with color and shapes
that I couldn't say any
other way 
things I had no words for 
georgia o'keeffe




listen
to the colour
of your dreams
the beatles


broken crayons
still color



people show
their true colors
unintentionaly
pay attention

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woensdag 24 december 2014

WISHING YOU





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WISHING YOU
SPARKLE
WISHING YOU CHEER
FOR A BRIGHT
MERRY CHRISTMAS
&
HAPPY NEW YEAR

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dinsdag 25 november 2014

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my new word is
R E S P L E N D E N T
in my dictionary it is translated as :
schitterend 
glansrijk
and those are beautiful words in dutch .
and I love beautiful words.
I wonder why I have never seen this word ?
My dream is to 
have beautiful books next to my bed
with poems in english
so I can learn
so much more from the language
than I do now.

when I translate 
SCHITTEREND to english
my book says : SHINING
when I translate
GLANSRIJK to english
my book says :RADIANCE

Well now you know 
it is not so easy at all to choose 
the right words
for what I realy wish to write / say.

In a  blog writing is one thing
but when there is friendship
and there is MAIL ( BY POST )
I mean writing letters ......
well that is a whole other challenge .

How I love it when mister postman
brings me letters or postcards 
from far far away
with beautiful stamps 
and handwritings 
my heart always 
JUMPS OF JOY
when I find such surprises .
and always and always
I learn
I learn from the words 
by the person behind the words 
and
I get to know
the person behind the choosen words

I just love that 

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dinsdag 18 november 2014

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SCRUMPTIOUS
coming from and living in THE NETHERLANDS 
english is not my own language
but I do love it very much .
When I started blogging
I choose english because I wanted to learn
and practice and meet people around the world.
Lately I found a list on pinterest with 
WORDS TO USE MORE OFTEN
so that will be my mission ......

I am still on my way back
from A LOT 
but I am getting there .
for long I supposed I was to be my old self again.
But NO NO I was supposed to become 
my old self transformed to a whole new level .

It felt like 
moving to a whole new country
and I did not speak the language
and did not know the habbits
and I knew no-one overthere.
It felt like surviving , hanging-on
not knowing what to do , who to trust .

I never imagened the future , my future 
DID YOU ?

I am making lots and lots of 
felt-heart-garlands to be busy 
and because it gives me GREAT JOY 
to look at them 

working on the colours of my heart 

wishing you lots of SCRUMPTIOUSNESS

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