lights will guide us

*

When you try your best but you don't succeed

When you get what you want but not what you need

When you feel so tired but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone but it goes to waste

Could it be worse ?

Lights will guide you home

and ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below 

When you're too in love to let it go 

But if you never try you'll never know

Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face

When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears stream down your face

and I..............

Tears stream down your face 

I promise you will learn from my mistakes

Tears stream down your face

and I.....................

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

and I will try to fix you

SONG BY COLDPLAY

*

This morning

when I woke up

the sun was already

SHINING

and the birds were

SINGING

 and 

I was listening

and than the song

of COLDPLAY

was in my head

It's how my life is now

still trying to find my way

through the days

sometimes happy

sometimes sad

Spring is on her way

and that's a blessing

I LOVE when I can wake up 

when it's light outside

I LOVE to hear

the birds singing

I love to spend time

with my wonderful 

granddaughter

E V A

and I KNOW

I am so blessed

with my children

and my grandchild

and to be at HOME

in my house

and

just enjoy

all the wonderful things

like the blossom 

and the birds

and 

FRIENDSHIP

*

So

I am planning

to have 

my 

VRIENDINNEN-VERJAARDAG

my birthday-party

with my girlfriends

My birthday was

november 2

but I did not feel 

like celebrating back than

the days were short 

I did not know how

all was working out for me

being not able to work

anymore

and 

in the lifes of my friends

a lot was happening too

so

I decided

to postpone

And now 

I am glad I did

because

SPRING is in the air

all went well for me

I can be at home now

and 

all is well in my friends's

lifes too....

So 

a november-birthday

in April 

When I became 49

I decided to have

my birthday

with my girlfriends

on a  sunday-afternoon

Women

in my life

who mean a lot 

to me 

at first 

some of them 

did not know each-other

very well

they all knew ME

I choosed a theme

send them an invitation

and asked them

to tell something

about my choosen theme

tell to me 

but also to the others

SHARING

That was the most special gift

they could give to me

To share 

all from their own lifes and views

and

ever since

each year

I celebrate

with my lady-friends

in all those years

they have shared 

some very special afternoons

with me 

and with each-other

and I am not the only one

who lookes forward

for the celebration

I take care of the 

coffee...... tea

and of course some

very delicious 

PIE and chocolates

and other delights 

*

a november-birthday-party

in APRIL

SURPRISE 

*

and the song

is just

beautiful

and has often

helped me

in good and bad times

definately

GOOD

now

*