LOST

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LOST

can be surprising 

at first

all I could think was

I was lost .....lost

and that could not be good .

I have to admit 

I was afraid and 

all I wanted was

to be back to where

all was okay .

Well

that did not happen 

instead of 

trying to enjoy 

new things

I was only trying to 

get back .

This had to be wrong

This had to be a mistake 

This could not be true 

This could not be happening

Well 

it did and it was .

I disappeared in denying

and 

than

I realised 

This is it 

This is what it is right now

This is what I have to deal with

and

there is always

always

always

something 

to be thankful for 

I accept how it is 

and begin to see

the wonderful things

the wonderful friendships

the love

coming to me

every day 

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Instead of hanging in the pain

I begin to see

maybe I am not lost 

maybe I am going somewhere

Oh how I love to read

your blogs

Thank you all

for being here 

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