zondag 1 september 2013

LOST


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LOST
can be surprising 
at first
all I could think was
I was lost .....lost
and that could not be good .
I have to admit 
I was afraid and 
all I wanted was
to be back to where
all was okay .

Well
that did not happen 
instead of 
trying to enjoy 
new things
I was only trying to 
get back .

This had to be wrong
This had to be a mistake 
This could not be true 
This could not be happening

Well 
it did and it was .
I disappeared in denying
and 
than
I realised 

This is it 
This is what it is right now
This is what I have to deal with
and
there is always
always
always
something 
to be thankful for 

I accept how it is 
and begin to see
the wonderful things
the wonderful friendships
the love
coming to me
every day 

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Instead of hanging in the pain
I begin to see
maybe I am not lost 
maybe I am going somewhere

Oh how I love to read
your blogs
Thank you all
for being here 

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5 opmerkingen:

  1. I am so glad you found yourself.

    I have a little quote in my living room that reads, Life is not about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.

    I think you are doing a great job of creating the "new" Francis.

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  2. FRANCIS my dear...please tell me, PLEASE tell me how you are? Are you well? What happened? WE ARE HERE FOR YOU! LOVE, Anita

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  3. These are beautiful words, Francis, and very inspiring.

    Happy September!

    Love,
    ~Sheri

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  4. Ik wens je een hele mooie week, het zal best een moeilijke week zijn nu de scholen beginnen en je niet kunt doen wat je het liefste zou willen. Een mooie post, sterkte en lieve groet

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  5. In order to find yourself, you have to be lost first!

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