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This is EVA

my granddaugther 

she is 2 years and 9 months young.

She is the 

SUNSHINE

of my life.

She is a little angel

who guided me

to where I am now.

I have been given

a new chance

a new life .

Three dark lonely years

are behind me now.

My little light in those years 

has been 

sweet sweet EVA.

Being who she is

living her life on her own happy way 

has been my true 

INSPIRATION .

She has been the mean reason

to be brave 

and have the operations .

In the light of SPRING 

listening to the birds 

feeling the sunshine on my face

I feel deep deep deep gratitude

for 

the present life has given me 

finding myself

in all of these experiences 

from the last three years .

I had to learn 

to let go of my children

and I had to let go

my amazing job

as a kindergarten teacher

and I had to look at my life

as a single mom of four 

with a fulltime job .

and there was the part I never excepted

My husband leaving me

and our four children

and that was that.

My way of surviving was

go on and put the grieve far away .

Why mention it now ....still

after all those years .

Because 

I am FREE now.

My two new hips

gave me new BALANCE

and a strong support

to stand on my 

own feet 

and 

my little EVA

is all in one

I can look at her 
as a grandmother
from my own years
as a mother ,
I can look at her 
from all my years as a teacher
and I feel so blessed 
with all of that .

She shows me how wonderful

my children are doing.

They are strong people

and EVA brings us all together 

in a whole new family-way 

filled with LOVE .

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I am back !

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my life now feels like 

the SPRING in the air

so much is waiting to come out

to blossom and bloom .

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