MIRACLES HAPPEN

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SORRY

for not being here

but

Since I have my house

for my own now

because 

all my children

are having 

their own place now 

I needed time

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The empty rooms

had to be empty 

and I needed to accept

that emptiness

before

I could move on.

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and I am so so glad 

I DID 

take that time

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So much happened

I had to give up

my job

being a teacher

was not only 

my job 

it was also what I loved

to do and to be 

it was also my hobby

I missed it SO SO MUCH

and I came in this 

mourning-process

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Had to find out 

who I was 

without my job 

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and than my 

beautiful 28 years young

daughter ELISABETH

was diagnosed

with breast-cancer

and we had to deal 

with all of that.

It happened to her

but it also happened to us 

her mother

her sister

and her two brothers

and her friends 

and family

*

She has been so very ill

from the chemo's

she lost her beautiful long hair

and her eyebrows

and her eyelashes

and so much more

things happened 

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But

she also is 

a very bright and happy 

person

and so full of life

and future

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and 

she recovered 

her hair is growing

she has her own appartment now

and she is doing well

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we as her family

all learned a lot

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and I am so 

greatful

and thankful

for all the support

from my blogfriends

*

knowing

you were thinking

of me and her

all over the world

was a true

BLESSING

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and than 

life went on 

and 

my house

had empty rooms

*

the first change

was a guest-room

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and than 

there was one room

so filled with stuff-things-boxes

from the children

They all left things behind

that needed to stay a bit longer !

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but 

they came

and sorted-out

and the room is empty now 

the sunlight comes in again

and that made me 

SO HAPPY

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Light in my house 

new future 

new energy 

new plans

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and than

last sunday

my children arrived

unannounced

with buckets full paint

and brushes and all kind of stuff

to paint the empty rooms

*

the house was filled

with voices and music

and they worked hard

and I was not allowed to 

see even a glimp

*

imagen 

me downstairs

with my granddaughter Eva

not knowing 

but 

feeling 

so happy

to hear them

talking

and singing

and did I hear dancing ?

and working

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and now

my dream

( for years )

came true

I have my very own

WORKINGROOM

not only did they paint 

the whole room

They also made 

a desktop all along the longest wall !

as in my dreams

underneath the desktop

compartments

and

the work is in progress

They are going to make 

a whole new floor-covering too !

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a make-over

gift

from them

for me 

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I am over the moon

and so happy

but also so proud 

to be their mother

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When they are done

I can start 

and bring all my things

in my workingroom

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Happy

days

to come

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