it just fits ........

*

It just fits

into

this empty place

in your heart .....

After reading those words

found them while

pinteresting

...................

I was amazed

again

by

what a few words

can say ... can do ...

THIS EMPTY PLACE

IN YOUR HEART

and something

fits in 

*

I am still

IN BETWEEN

an old life

and a new one

the old one

is very far away 

that is my married life 

20 years ago !

and than there was 

this life as a single parent

with four children

and a full-time

teaching job

and than two years 

of not being able to work 

anymore

and having to let go

this amazing job

as a kindergartenteacher

and also 

adjusting to lots of pain...

and 

in the same time

my two last staying at home

children 

moved out 

and there I was

in this house 

with the empty rooms

and an empty agenda

and an empty life 

*

at first it only was

all of that 

I simply could not think

about 

THE FUTURE

what future ?

I was not a mother 

of children in my house

anymore

I was not a teacher anymore

I was completely LOST

*

Thanks to my very special

Blogfriends

I was belonging somewhere

in this space

between reality and 

what was to come ....

*

because

by blogging

I was discouvering

a whole new part of ME

All those amzing inspiring

women all over the world

sharing so much

and being there for

EACHOTHER

*

SURPRISING

me in the mail

with the most heartwarming

packets

*

bringing me

new friendship

and also 

SPACE

by thinking worldwide !

letting me know

I was good

just the way I was

*

and so I could go

to accept

and  mourn about the lost 

of my work 

and lots of other stuf

I put away somewhere

because I was too busy

SURVIVING

with my children 

*

I dealed with a lot

in the past two years

and now 

it's like this WINTER

it's like 

all is done and waiting

to flourish like SPRING 

*

it feels like 

I have so much space

inside me now

and I cannot wait

for all that's to come

all the new chances

all the TIME

the peace and the space

*

I guess that is 

very new too

to have 

PEACE

OF MIND

working so hard 

for so many years

was 

busy busy busy

always busy

*

And

now

I enjoy

having TIME

*

I have find out

how important it is

TO BE

in the moment

to feel what's to be felt

and to own that

and than ........

move on 

*

It's an amazing journey

and the light is shining in now

It feels like 

SPRINGCLEANING

my life

and I also

count all my blessing

I can see clearly now

much more

in PEACE

and with great gratitude

how

ALL OF IT

has brought me

where I am

HERE AND NOW

*

LOOKING FORWARD

to all that's coming

to me

in the future

and will fit in

*

I hope 

you are doing well

on your journey

let's share

and be here

for each-other

You 

are 

in my HEART 

*