thank you all

*

Thank you all

for 

all the kind words 

you shared with me

when I was 

over the moon

happy and celebrating

my 

first year of

being

 Eva's

 grandmother

*

Now we are 

back to 

usual days

*

although

I think

life is telling me

something

because

my days have not

been

usual 

for a long time

and

at first 

I did not notice

because 

I was to busy trying

to cope.

*

When something

un-usual happens

my first reaction is :

OH NO

and than soon

followed by

HELP 

*

WHY

on earth

is that my reaction

so I guess

life is 

showing me

some important 

STUFF

*

If only

I had a clue

*

are you having

YOUR'S ?

*