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This week
I saw a documentary
about
HERB AND DOROTHY VOGEL
art collectors
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something happened
I was so touched
by them
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Their love for each other
their love for Art and collecting
but most of all
I was touched
seeing this man
old and awry
but
he walked with passion
always on his way
( always together )
on his way to an artist
or a museum .
Always passionated
and
walking .
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Why was I so touched
seeing this ?
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I have such difficulty
to walk or stand .......
and so I am almost
always
HOME
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safe
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and for quite a while
that has been healing
because I had asked
far too much of myself
I should have known
that only being able to do things
when I had lots of painkillers
that that's not a way of living
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NOT AT ALL !
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now I am much better
and I miss
working
and
doing things
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I am still in pain
and unable to do
what I want
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so
next week
I am of
for a second ( 6 )
opinion
another orthopedist
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keep hope alive
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