The Art of Living

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This week

I saw a documentary

about

HERB AND DOROTHY VOGEL

art collectors

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something happened

I was so touched

by them

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Their love for each other

their love for Art and collecting

but most of all

I was touched

seeing this man

old and awry

but

he walked with passion

always on his way

( always together )

on his way to an artist

or a museum .

Always passionated

and

walking .

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Why was I so touched

seeing this ?

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I have such difficulty

to walk or stand .......

and so I am almost

always

HOME

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safe

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and for quite a while

that has been healing

because I had asked

far too much of myself

I should have known

that only being able to do things

when I had lots of painkillers

that that's not a way of living

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NOT AT ALL !

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now I am much better

and I miss

working

and

doing things

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I am still in pain

and unable to do

what I want

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so

next week

I am of

for a second ( 6 )

opinion

another orthopedist

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keep hope alive

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