double

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There is something

coming in my mind

more and more 

lately

About 

me

being alone

without a partner

for so long 

I am on my own

since 1992

so that has become

my life .

sometimes people think of me

as lonely

but I do not feel lonely

I kind a like being on myself 

I have got used to being on my own.

and yet 

lately 

I begin to wonder

how it would be 

to have a ....man ....?

oh my .........

YOU DOUBLE YOUR LIFE

WHEN YOU ARE WITH SOME-ONE !

I read this morning 

All of a sudden 

I have this new interest 

I just wonder

what if ?

how....if ....?

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